Wowie. If nothing else, this right here is total reassurance that nothing I do matters, and I’m only doing things to make my life better, and if I can’t get happy on my own, then nothing else can do it for me, because I can try to help others, and make them happy, but I can’t make them make me happy, and so I have to cool it.
I think I made someone mad that I shouldn’t have. I didn’t mean to do anything wrong, just sometimes I get in my own head and then out of it and I forget things and I get overwhelmed and I like you but I screw most things I do up.
But at least I can’t change this, right?
